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07/16/05--18:54: Sunday, July 17, 2005 (chan 1830439)

people don't call so you're left home to try and sleep then go to taco bell rent a really old movie from blockbuster that doesn't make you feel much better watch it with your sick dog and try to work on things that don't pass much time anyways.

lets see how tomorrow goes, it starts in a little over an hour.

 

 

Like I said, people don't call.. And 9 minutes to go.




07/17/05--15:02: Sunday, July 17, 2005 (chan 1830439)

those were some nice pictures i saw today.

 

like i said.. meantime




07/17/05--22:12: Monday, July 18, 2005 (chan 1830439)

You know how good friends can sense when one needs the other ?Sometimes  its like I try to make it as obvious as I can without feeling stupid, and throw out hints.. The things I get mad at are dumb, and its just basically me screaming "Pay attention to me!! I need you here for me!!!", in a hidden way because I'm too embarrassed to admit that I'm really down, or upset.. Because when I get upset, I don't have a good reason, it just happens. At least I have better ways to cope with it, and I think getting in fights with someone is better than doing something harmful. So I guess thats a step up, but it hurts more.

 

 

4 months tomorrow. But what are words anyways.




07/18/05--20:18: Tuesday, July 19, 2005 (chan 1830439)

No need for reminding, you're still all that matters to me.

 

Yay 4 months! I'm the only one that knows though..

 




07/19/05--12:07: Tuesday, July 19, 2005 (chan 1830439)

Let's all put on everyone else's shoes, see what they see.

 

Baby, I see you've made yourself all sick again
didn't I do a good job of pretending?
Baby, you're saying that the victim doesn't want it to end
Good. I get to dress up and play the assassin again
it's my favorite
it's got personality
I should have seen this shit coming down the hall
every night I spent in that bed with you facing the wall
if I could have only once heard you scream
to say you were alive
instead of watching you abandoning yourself

Baby, you can open your eyes now
and please allow me to present you with a clue
if I inflict the pain
then baby only I can comfort you, yeah

Out of the night we come
and into the night we go
if it starts to hurt you
then you have to say so





07/19/05--21:07: Wednesday, July 20, 2005 (chan 1830439)

I don't know about you but my eyes fucking hurt!


07/20/05--22:00: Thursday, July 21, 2005 (chan 1830439)

 

What's left to lose, you've done enough. And if you fail well then you fail, but not to us. And these last three years, I know they've been hard. But now it's time to get out of the desert and into the sun. Even if its alone.



 



just calm down i'll call you tomorrow.

 

JUST CALM DOWN.

i'll call you tomorrow.

 





07/21/05--22:31: Friday, July 22, 2005 (chan 1830439)

hey its okay who actually wanted to feel good about themselves anyways?

Fucking pointless.

 




 

Let's all listen to "Kill" by Jimmy Eat World and get fucked up... I don't do that but maybe it'd help after I hear that.




07/25/05--22:40: Tuesday, July 26, 2005 (chan 1830439)

when i say something i really don't mean another... so why does that seem so hard to understand.




11/16/05--18:02: Thursday, November 17, 2005 (chan 1830439)

WOOOOOOO ITS NOVEMBER EVERYBODY GET PUMPED!!!!!!!!